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Speck of Infinity | June 8, 2011

When one considers this single thought

against the constant and endless barrage of thoughts,

and then that barrage of one’s own mind

against the similarly endless barrage

affecting every other individual mind;

When one considers this moment

against the course of an entire life, and then that

against the entire course of time, and then that

against the Time before time

(which is often effectively referred to as no-time);

When one considers his or her own perspective

against the eternal difference of perspectives -

//

It is easy to feel as though

this thought,

this moment,

this point-of-reference is

but a spark,

a blink -

the very slightest

glance.

//

When one considers his or her physical location, it is

no more than a speck

in relation to the girth of the entire planet;

yet the immensity of the planet shrinks to become, itself, like

the smallest speck

when considered in relation to the galaxy

within which it resides;

and even the inconceivable expanse of the galaxy

is immeasurably dwarfed, becoming

smaller than the smallest speck,

when held in relation to the Infinite Space

which we most frequently refer to as

the Universe.

//

And one begins to wonder:

Of what use am I

within such a grand display

of Infinity?

//

And such concern is understandable.

//

But there are those for whom

the cacophony of infinite expression

converges on

a

single

point

.

//

For some, it’s

that first courageous step

just beyond the despair of

supposed meaningless;

For others, it is

the blinding purity of white Light

for which they have always sought

within the tunnel of

physical experience;

And for still others, it is

that accidental misstep,

the unexpected boulder on the path

that sends them tripping and reeling onto

a new path

in a whole new world

altogether.

//

Yet regardless of the means by which one arrives

at this unifying perspective,

the critical fact remains that

it has been seen,

experienced,

touched -

if only for an instant -

this grandest paradox

which must burn the eyes with its brilliance

in order to apply

the salve of

Sight.

//

And so it is realized that,

despite the appearance of multiplicity,

everything is,

in fact,

one thing -

//

ceaseless and diverse fluctuations

materializing like waves across

the ocean of Infinity -

//

that, somehow,

within the din of

unlimited creative manifestation

can be found a single thread -

one legible, familiar tune -

which binds the whole assemblage together

into cosmic symphony.

//

And finally,

that which once smacked of

incoherent complexity

dissolves

into absolute

simplicity -

//

There never was any

puzzle to

piece together,

no problem to solve,

nothing broken, in need of fixing;

There is

nothing to grasp,

nothing to comprehend,

nothing to obtain;

nowhere to go,

nothing to do

or be done.

//

Existence

becomes a

game,

a dance,

a playground.

//

In this place, it is seen in

one staggering blast

of clarity -

one sweeping

metamorphosis

of thought -

that the smallest speck

is concurrently

minute

and

expansive;

that the Universe is

held in the space of

a moment;

and that the One actively orchestrating

this vast and varied musical affair

is, in fact,

the very one

//

experiencing

//

it.


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